Hmmm
wondering .... what could be the cause... I am putting on of those:
1) messed up something totally (and without backups get mad)
2) someone messed you up with files/DB and you get angry (since no backups?)
3) someone scared you and you had to... ???? mystery???
4) provider deleted all your stuff (and you get mad?)
hard me to believe there was other reason :/ Since you put lastly lots of efforts to make something new .... so simple angry day couldnt be the cause...
anyway good luck there wherever you will be
But I am sure you wont resign so easly from forum here - since you are for sure addicted after being participator here so long hehe
Cheers