Thread deleted?

Hello,
I had created a thread in the GTA 5 Trading Forum and I could swear it said that I'd have to wait for it to be activated by a moderator.
Shouldn't the thread still show on my profile and be visible only to myself even tho it isn't activated already?
I remember that function from different forums, maybe this one is different but yeah, I just can't tell if my thread was deleted or is just not activated yet.

I'd appreciate help.

Thanks

Looks like it was filtered by our spam protection, I've approved your thread now.

Thank you man, I really appreciate it.