Dear supporters, colleagues, and friends,
It has been several months since I've last updated this thread regarding the status of this project. At first, I didn't believe this would be relevant to my work; however, as time has past, I do believe it is time that I update this thread with the news you all might not be looking forward to, for my work has definitely been affected. My grandmother, my only guardian, has always taught me how to live - how to be strong, how to keep myself up in the hardest of times. She was here at my side when I felt that the world was against me just a few years ago, when I felt the walls coming down. She took me in, and told me to survive for her sake; to keep strong even after her days were done. I never thought I'd go to college, I never thought what she told me to keep up with would be my future career... it's because of her that Burning Skies exists, and that I have such a bright future in my reach. Burning Skies was our idea, together. She hated technology, but supported me every second I talked about Computer Science and the project, and even bragged about my work at her favorite coffee shop. I never could tell her enough how much she influenced my work and meant to me in my life. Unfortunately, I never got to tell her one last time.
Since her passing a few months ago, I have had very little determination to finish the Burning Skies project. The very little enthusiasm I had remaining in C# has dispersed. You know what I'm about to say, but please understand that C# is no longer a challenge or creative outlet for me, and I have no interest in continuing programming in C# as a self-study. I am exhausted after years of constant programming in the language, I feel it is time I move on to bigger and greater things. The purpose of this project has been met - I now have access to local internships and scholarships; therefore, this attempt at the Burning Skies project is now closed.
Now, you might be asking "what's next". Truth be told, I've been trying to figure that out for a few weeks now. I can't say what yet, but magnificent events are falling into place, and it's time that I continue my work on a project that will utilize my new skill set. After talking with certain recruiters of my dream job, it has been decided that my best course of action is to peruse my interests: work on a project I'm passionate with that involves the type of work expected from me, but in C++ or Java (both languages the company and my other dream job companies use). After the past few months, I have learned more than I have learned in the past year and a half. I have drastically improved my skill set, and improved my server design by high magnitudes. So, in dedication to my grandmother and the efforts we put into my future as a software engineer, I am spending the next few months finalizing a new server architecture that is miles ahead of my current work. I will not be as active as I once was, for I'll be working on self-study for the project. The Burning Skies project will not die, not here, and not now. There is far too much potential, and not enough knowledge I have gained.
I do not ask for your condolences, but I do ask for your trust, that you put trust in the decisions I have made. The Burning Skies project will continue at a later date.
Kind Regards,
Spirited