I tried to take on my second chance because Nova really was a project that I appreciated and loved too, to be honest NovaMetin2 is the >o n l y< Server out there by now, in 2019 that is not a Scam and the [SA] has a love for details, don't believe me? Check out for yourself, but still there are a lot of metin2 main core bugs, the client even closes if it wishes to, the SA atleast does care and rolls out fresh Updates to entertain his players and knows what he does and where to improve, anyways my work did not get appreciated and second chance's are not being given from people who have under developed character, instead I was getting played back and forth and not taken serious in terms that I wanted to better my behavior and reflected that I failed to handle a situation where I was stressed out, that I evaluated them more than a wrong move but they didn't care they only see the bad in the good and switched lanes.
So I asked to come back, admitted that my behavior wasn't fine english at that moment, said sorry and wanted to perform the english, german and spanish reports and tasks like I did before instead I discussed with the Team Admin and Senior Game Admin about the insults from a former SGM that left the team too because they noticed he does not deliver for his rank, but they did not see that they were backing someone that had no reasons to defend, still they flamed me 2 on 1 in a private discord group for not letting me disrespect, the Team Admin also deleted every single Discord Message ever sent and blocked me even tho' I did not insult her, I don't know what complex that woman has, but by now I don't care anymore, many can confirm they played themselves.
This Hipocrisy from the Higher Ups is not understandable neither reasonable because the TA got kicked for literal bullying the [Promotion Manager] off their Discord, she also sent people on him and came back the same day she got kicked, then received a rank up.
So when I tried to come back to the Team I went into a process where I had to wait more than two weeks, had to keep up the conversation with the Head of NovaMetin2 because else I was getting ignored and let down, still got closed down from the SA who at first appeared as forth-coming, friendly and a Man of Honor that understood the situation but then got brainwashed into thinking I was only out for the hunt and causing problems but infact I wasn't - I was just offering my help because the Online Times of the actual Staff are poor, they do not have a single German or Spanish speaker but have Communities of them, the Team Admin and Game Admins come online and aren't even on the Friendlist Staffsection, check them by Shift Entering its not better, reports are for the report handlers, thats how you get treated too and the higher ups just decide or the SGA atleast hunts for bots and I even had epvp posts out before because this has to be red flagged and my case is not the only one where they think they are on top of the rest, but I took them down because I thought I could find a solution with the SA but it clearly just was false hopes and he knew that from the start.
I am trained and really like to help people out who need help, because imagine all the souls out there playing metin2 having major issues and wanting to fastforward it so all players benefit, I wasn't even looking for something more than to help out, but because they back a SGM that entered the Team as SGM because the Team Admin called him a "bae", who treated everyone he disliked like shit, think that I am such a bad guy who has not learned how to behave and do not acknowledge that I do not permit that anyone thinks he is something better and has to treat me like that.
I also told that some other [GM]'s, ex-Staff's and me were like Slaves in that Staff because we hustled and gave our minimum 3 hours daily into this project for getting complaints and 3k Coins that mostly only last for a single IS Item, you don't have to reward with Money thats not the topic, but being a part of the Team is like becoming a bot.
I mean the Admins do not even care about the Events that are planned ahead and posted in Discord, so they give it last minute to someone who is Online or by now they do have an [EC] thats in charge to not disappoint the players - try run an OX Solo, while doing reports, the players writing Resident Sleeper and the Awards for Winning are literal temporary Garbage plus on top of that have a SGM, because the Admins are "occupied", watching your every move and writing "gogogo" to pressure you even more, but doing nothing more than standing around.
Luckily I don't have to waste my time anymore because I left the team on my own since I noticed the lack of engagement and real validation with people that think they are the nonplusultra.
[[[G'od Bless]]], but you lost a top performer
I wont even mention the others because they wrote their own history
but you took the Devils, Dragons, Wizards, Snakes & Clouds instead.